Fear… This is what I felt on Wednesday when we got an email stating one of our last two embryos stopped and the other was growing very slowly. This was the worst news I heard all day. We only had one embryo left and we don’t know if it would survive. I cried, I got angry, and I stopped believing.
I didn’t write because I was full of fear. I for the first time in a year forgot where I was standing in my faith. I began remembering all the negative things that have occurred to me throughout my entire life. And then I thought why me?
I let fear win!!! Then I realized I couldn’t let fear tempt me.
“I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me. He freed me from all my fears.” – Psalm 34:4
Lord I pray and implore to leave all fear away from our thoughts. Forgive me if for a moment I stopped believing in you in your power. I now once we ask for forgiveness you cleanse us from our sins and thoughts. Let us have a new day. ~Amen