Sunday, October 29, 2017

Corks & Chocolate

I recently went wine tasting with hubs and a friend at this picturesque town in the Veneto Region of Italy called Soave; and after we attended a chocolate fest downtown Vicenza, Italy (town in which we live).  Soave wine and the chocolate fest was definitely a dream.   Here's a look of what I like to call Corks and Chocolate!!!










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Tuesday, October 17, 2017

A New Me!!!

Well hello!  Remember me?  It has been a little over a year since I’ve posted.  I had decided to take a pause on writing and focus more on the baby making.  Unfortunately, that did not go according to our plans.  After 2 failed IVF, 1 failed FET and 1 failed DE which is equivalent of 6 lost embryos, we have decided to take a pause and let God and life work according to what is best for me.  This journey has been full of heartbreaks and too many tears.  Three years that we spent in Italy in which we did not focus in anything other than TTC.  Therefore, it is time to let go, move on, and make the best out of everything. 

Now I want to focus in MY life!  I was so busy in trying to make this baby making work, making everyone happy except myself.  And now that I realized how lost from my own self I was, how I became this person I could not even recognize I felt the need to begin all over again.  Now I’m going to focus in falling in love with myself all over again.  I don’t want to be this angry and bitter person; I want to have a relationship with myself I NEED to have a relationship with myself. 

I cannot predict my future; I cannot predict my trials and successes. But I sure can finally begin to live the shit out of my day.  The beauty out of all this… I have made amazing friends that has been there for more, wiped my tears and just listen to all the bullshit that comes out of my mouth without judging.  My mother always told me to live my life with joy no matter what and that’s definitely what I’m going to start doing.  Because I DESERVE IT I deserve to be happy.     

Here are some pics on what has been going on in my life for that past year.  

Barcelona

 Belgium

 Greece

Lago di Sorapis (Italy)

 France

Portugal

 Santorini
Wine Time

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