Let me begin by simply letting out
the fact THAT I HATE BIRTH CONTROL PILLS.
Because I have PCOS my infertility clinic put me on birth control pills
for about 3 months. May I say it has
been 3 months of torture. Now don’t get
me wrong I have taken BCP in the past and I do not know if it is because its an
Italian brand (which I believe BCP are all the same) but never have I felt this
way with them.
Here are some of the symptoms that I
have:
Anxiety attacks = Now I don’t know if it is because my IVF is
right around the corner but my hearts starts pounding faster and my chest
starts hurting randomly.
Anger = Yes, I am fighting and get annoyed over any little thing
even if my poor fur baby stares at me while I’m cooking and then I get the
guilt trip and begin to cry cause I yell at her to leave the kitchen. I’m literally having WTF moments here.
Loss of Libido (Sex Drive) = I have nothing to say except that
it is very very extremely FRUSTRATING.
Remorse = For being such a nagging wife and having an amazing
husband that literally ignores me and has the best patience in the whole
world. God loves me!
Luckily I have 8 remaining pills and
it is overrrrr!!! I’m literally dancing over here!
I know things are not going to get easier I
already experienced my sporadic mood swings when we did our IUI’s but I am so
ready for this new journey and I have so much faith I just can’t wait for
December to be here. I can’t wait for the blessing God has for us.
“Those who sow in tears will reap
songs of joy. He who goes out weeping,
carrying seed to sow, will return with songs of joy, carrying sheaves with him.”
~Psalm 126:5-6
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